A Blythe Epiphany

...now with more curry

Friday, April 29, 2005

I Love A Parade

...but I love a concert even more. And tonight I've been invited to go with a friend to see Jesse Cook tonight. I must confess, I'd never even heard of him before, but when I listened to the clips online, I fell in love. ok, perhaps that's overstating, but I really liked it, and I'm looking forward to the concert. Maybe there'll be a mosh pit! Or I can go crowd surfing!! but I'll probably just buy a cd. :-)

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Too Long 'til September!

I can't wait to see this movie.

Click here for the trailer. Go for the full-screen. You know you want to.

What IS it with the Haircuts??

Okay, it's GOT to be something with springtime, or the cosmos or something. It seems everywhere I go now, I hear somebody say, "I'm thinking of getting my hair cut." And it's always in the sense of "I'm reeeeally gonna get it CUT." You know, like something drastic, or very different from how it's been. Last night, the AD at a theatre I work with said she's going to chop off her beautiful long, straight hair. I think she's getting a bob. My expat friend Vivi posted here her anxieties about getting her hair cut in France (it's been a really long time, they only speak French, how much will it cost, should she bring a pic, etc).
As for myself (because darlings, it IS, after all, All About Me), I've decided to cut my hair for the summer. It's long, and straight, and below my shoulders, and when it's a Good Hair Day, it makes me feel quite sexy. But let's face it: good hair days are maybe once or twice a month, and they'll be even more infrequent once summer humidity kicks in. Also, my character in 2 Gentlemen of Verona is male, and with shorter hair it will be easier to create an illusion. Epiphany's gonna be in DRAG!! :-) And, it IS only hair, and will grow back, whatever I do to it. No, I'm not nervous about it of course I'm not nervous about it why would I be nervous about it??

So here's what I propose: I'm posting a pic of what I'll be showing to the hairdresser...
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(La belle Juliette Binoche from "The English Patient")

And, I'll take a deep breath and take a pic of me before and after. Then, when it's all over we can all laugh at how it didn't work out At All, how frighteningly close to the pic the hairdresser got it, how I was insane to cut it, or how I was insane to let it get so long in the first place.

It'll be great fun! You'll see!




Really!!





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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

The little things

It's amazing to me sometimes just how dependent I am on things like ... electricity. For example, today I arrived at work to find that power was out in our building and several of the surrounding ones. It had been off for about 45 minutes already, and we had no idea when it would come back on, so we opened up shop and sat around doing what little we could without electricity. Which ain't much.
Things we couldn't do:
email - blog - listen to webradio - set up subscriptions - compile reports - photocopy - make coffee - microwave lunch - print tickets - log renewals - shred - scan - print...
Things we could do:
alphabetize order forms - learn lines

As you may have deduced, the power's back on now. And I'm being quite the busy bee. But I gotta say, the small disruption of the routine did wonders for my mood.

Friday, April 22, 2005

I'm so in Loooove...

...with this weather!!

It was somewhere around 80 degrees, and somewhere very close to gorgeous outside today. And now, as I type this at 9:00 p.m., it's 67 degrees. Sixty-seven. At nine o'clock at night.
Unfortunately, I did not get to spend much time outside today, but I did get an all-too-brief lunchbreak, during which I ate red meat and fresh vegetables smothered in butter.
All-in-all, it balances out.

Doing just fine,
Epiphany

[for those of you metric-ers out there, 80 f = 26 c, and 67 f=10 c. Aren't I nice and so user-frien...wait. ...nevermind.]

Thursday, April 21, 2005

News

The production of Closer has been postponed indefinitely. There were major scheduling issues, and because of the budget and the venue we'd had to make a lot of sacrifices to the integrity of the show, and finally it became too much. On one hand, I'm disappointed to not be able to do the role, and work with the others on this show. On the other, I'm relieved to have more time to work on my lines for this summer's Shakespeare.
I'm really looking forward to Two Gentlemen of Verona. The director has required us to be off-book (all lines memorized) by the beginning of rehearsals. Typically, since this is community theatre, and everybody's got day jobs and other commitments, the "off-book" date doesn't happen until about two or three weeks into the rehearsal process. I find myself excited by the challenge. I like being held to an expectation that is greater than I'm used to.
In addition, the director will be coming directly from England, and bringing with him a different theatre tradition than I'm used to. The rest of the cast is excellent too, and I'm very much looking forward to working with everyone. And possibly the best thing? I'm playing a (male) servant, which means no fussing with my hair, no heavy corsets, and no acting lovesick for a man who doesn't love me. What's not to love?

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

...and another thing...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATHIEU!!!

...you're gettin' old, buddy. ;-)

Doin' my Dooty

For the past two days, I've been,...well,...maybe I can't say exactly, but I'll tell you that there were twelve of us and one alternate. We weren't angry, and we weren't all men. And we were at an official building downtown where some people wear robes. Got me?
Okay, it was Jury Duty.
Some people asked me how is it that I couldn't get out of it. The truth is, I wanted to do it. Yeah, I had to miss work and all, but I wanted to know what it was all about. And I didn't want to "get out of it." Just like voting, I felt that it was something that I should do. And I'm glad I did. As one friend put it, "it's great theatre!"
I feel that we all responsibly paid attention to all the evidence, and reached the best verdict given the law and the charges as they were stated. Without giving too many details, it was more or less a "he said, she said" case. And we all seemed to feel that neither party in the case was entirely without fault. Neither was entirely innocent, nor were they entirely guilty, either. So I guess that in the end, I'm left with a sense of unease, but still wouldn't do anything differently.
I was extremely interested in watching the different styles of the people involved in the case. The lawyers, for example, couldn't have been more different if they'd tried. One was meticulous and to-the-letter when it came to submitting evidence and presenting her case, very respectful of the court and its rules, and her excellent posture made an ill-fitting suit look good. The other lawyer was haphazard, forgetful of proceedure, and blustery. He ruined the look of a nice suit by slouching. I wish I could say the best one won, but I can't.
The judge was no-nonsense, as you would hope a judge to be, and kept the witnesses from going overboard in their descriptions of what happened. He had a nice voice and a manner that put us at ease, while still keeping us in mind of our duty to the law.
As I watched the case, I couldn't help thinking that this would all be useful in some future acting role. I am so gonna use this someday. All part of the Actor's Bag-O'-Tricks.
As for the rest of the process, I really have no complaints. I got to read my book some, it was good to be downtown for a bit, and today I had my lunch at a fountain by the waterfront. The weather was sunny and warm, and I saw a few friends out and about as I made my way back to the courthouse. I wish that my current job could get a change of location. It would be nice to be able to walk to lunch at any number of restaurants, or even go home for lunch.
So, to sum up, I'm glad I did my "duty." And I'll get a whopping twelve dollars a day to boot! WooHoo!

Monday, April 18, 2005

Her world was rocked


Tessa4-05
Originally uploaded by Epiphany.
First, it was the roofers. For two days, six men with hammers and heavy boots made the sounds of Armageddon over her head. For the next week, she wouldn't venture out into the open floor without looking warily toward the ceiling. Just when she started to get comfortable, the airshow happened.


(click her pic for some pics of the airshow)

Friday, April 15, 2005

Guilty Confession

From time to time at work, the primary software we use acts up, and I need to call the techsupport line. There is a lovely young gentleman there that usually answers the phone and helps me get through whatever difficulty I'm having. He is courteous and knowledgeable, and every time I hang up from talking to him, I think to myself, "he sounds so CUTE!"
Of course, I've never met him, or even seen a picture, and we've never really talked about anything beyond the software or the weather (while we're waiting for the computer to do something), but still. He sounds cute. I hang up, think to myself how cute he sounds, and then I blush and giggle to myself over my silly reaction to this guy's voice. My student assistant busted me blushing the other day, and then we both started giggling over it, and now I've gotten to the point that I start blushing before I make the phone call.
Let me be clear: I do not call techsupport unless I really do need to. I don't make up "problems" that he can "solve" just so that I can hear his voice. No, really. I don't. ...yet.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

A New Book in my Life

There is a new book in my life:
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close.
It's by the same author as Everything is Illuminated, one of my top 5 books. Ever. It is absolutely gorgeous. I loveloveitloveitloveit. I am entralled by the imagination of the author, in
creating these books. I find myself reading EL&IC very slowly, trying to make it last.
Actually, while I'm reading it, it goes by way too quickly. But once I put it down, I'm reluctant to start again because I know the next time I pick it up I'll get closer to the end. Of course, that is in conflict with my deep wish to find what happens next.
So, in short, I highly recommend it to anyone who's looking for a good book.
I find myself wanting to meet Oskar, the protagonist. I want my life to be touched by this extraordinary child. I want to meet Jonathan Safran Foer, the author whose brain spawned the books. And then, the very next thought, is that I want to deserve to meet them. I want to have something extraordinary to give back, so that their time with me isn't wasted. I have this thought a lot, that I need to be better, funnier, sharper, worthier. I try to take this as a good sign, that I am still looking to better myself, but all I keep seeing is a low self-esteem issue. Maybe if I keep reading more great books I'll get better.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Back to daily life

So, in all this time I've been taking to write out what happened on the trip, there's been a bit of life happening as well. I'll try to cover the main items, in no particular order:

  • The lovely boyfriend and I are no longer an item. He's still lovely, and I hope I am as well, but we just decided that we weren't as lovely together as we'd hoped. Things were mutual, and are still amicable.

  • I was in a play called The Curious Savage, am in rehearsals for Closer (the play that the movie was based on), and in May will start rehearsals for Two Gentlemen of Verona, which will perform in an outdoor arena every weekend in June. I haven't done three shows in a row in years, but lately I've found myself craving more and more in the way of artistic fulfillment. Usually this manifests itself in a desire to do a show, then maybe help out behind the scenes of a show, and maybe a few other non-theater-related projects on the side. I usually wait several months between shows, because it takes so much out of me, and demands so much of my personal time. But now,...dunno,...it's just different.
And I know you're all dying to know, so I'll tell you:

  • I did not come back from France with a husband, or even a prospect. I hope you're not too disappointed.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Travlog 01-13-05

~Last Day of Vacation~
Vi and I awoke at 7:45, showered, breakfasted ("coffee" and bread again), dragged luggage downstairs, then wandered around until time to meet Jason and Auntie M for lunch. It was good to meet the people whose diaries I had been reading for the last few months. There were several times where Vivi or one of the others would bring up a situation that had happened to them and we'd all go, "oh yeah, I read about that -how'd it all end up?" An interesting little shorthand we had going. They were all cool about trying to include me in the conversation, but obviously they really had more in common with Vivi, so most of the talking was done among the three of them. That was cool though, because I know that V doesn't get much conversation in English, and I know it was good for her to hear that she was not alone in her feelings, and all the little annoyances/revelations that come up when one is an expatriot. As for me, I was trying not to be fidgety about getting back to the auberge in time to get a taxi to the airport.
As it happened, we were just in time, and were able to enjoy a leisurely cab ride instead of dragging the luggage all through the metros. I highly recommend it, it's well worth the money. Trust me on this.
I'd read something online about getting a refund on all the VAT taxes if you save your receipts. Something to the tune of 20% of all your purchases. All trip long, I'd been dutifully saving all my receipts, ready for some serious cash refund to blow at the duty-free shops on the other side of the ticket counter. When I got to the refund counter, though, they asked for some triplicate form, they wanted to see all the items that were listed on the receipts (they were in my luggage that had just gotten checked), and there were all these regulations on what type of purchases were eligible for the refunds. I gave up.
I hugged Vivi (she'd been waiting to see what the VAT refund thing was all about so she could tell people on her blog), and we sat there, staring at each other, not wanting the time to be over. I wanted to say so much. Not because there was so much unsaid, but because I knew this was the last chance I'd have to talk to her face to face for a very long time. Some part of me believed that if we kept talking, the time wouldn't pass. But the rest of me knew it would, and knew that anything I could think of to say would be pretty inane at this point, so we said our goodbyes and I headed through the checkpoint. *note: take all camera and any other batteries out of any hidden pockets before sending your jacket through the scanner. whups.* I sat down and did my best to ignore the call of duty-free chocolate while waiting for my plane to board. However, the call of foie gras and truffle butter was too urgent. I am not made of stone. But on what does one PUT truffle butter??
The plane that left out of my gate before mine, was bound for Cairo. There were a lot of dark-skinned people waiting to board. There was a threesome about 30 feet away from me, and I couldn't hear them talking, but I could see what they were doing. One man in simple clothing and a small colorful hat was holding up a small rug. The other two gentlemen, wearing 3-piece suits, were looking at the rug, checking out both sides, and when the first man laid the rug on the floor, the second man took off his shoes and started walking on it. I immediately assumed that thee first man was trying to sell the rug to the second man. But then the first man took out another rug, and laid it on the floor, took his shoes off, and knelt on it. The second and third men did the same, and they all started praying. They all were facing east.
The following is from my journal entry for that day:

Now a second group of three are doing the same thing. One man has beads and is using them. Sometimes the men stand, sometimes they bend at the waist, and sometimes they kneel and touch their foreheads to the floor.

I am constantly humbled here by my own ignorance.